The last few weeks have been very trying, but this morning I decided it would stop. I faced my fear, said goodbye to it and started a new day.
As I watched my son in the rear view mirror blow kisses at me the entire way to daycare, it hit me like a ton of bricks. What could be important enough to drag my attention from him? Nothing. Nothing at all.
It's time to find a better option than dragging my feet somewhere I am not wanted day in and day out. It will suck to leave, but I don't think there's a choice anyway so...
